Shit

hey you,

do you know if you already driving me insane

all day, I kept my eyes on my laptop screen

Waiting your name appears in my online contacts list on my messenger

Or waiting you to online on facebook

Searching for your any new activities on my facebook home or my notifications

Then I clicked on your name in my messenger contacts list and type nothing,

Wondering if you would say hi to me 

And all those things are useless and meaningless

Cause you never realize it

I never ever let my heart to be yours

But it's like my heart didn't care how much I say no

It stills running after you

And begging for your love, or even just your attention

I've said to myself over and over again to forget about you

But my heart stills can't get you out

It's like my heart doesn't belong to me anymore, but it's yours

And I hate it

Because I hate you 

Because you will never know if you're the one who hold my heart

You'll never know