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Jumat, 11 September 2009

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"Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips are sealed for her
My tongue is tied to a dream of being with you
To settle for less is not what I prefer"
-My Paper Heart by The All-American Rejects


"I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away
And so go past the lights and all the excuses
You could have left "sincerely yours"
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
Cause anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away
So you never realize,
I'm here"
-Midnight Highway by Daphne Loves Derby

Senin, 10 Agustus 2009

Late Night Complaint

Ya Allah kenapa sih ya akhir akhir ini cobaanya beraaaaat banget? Aduh maaf ya Allah kalau saya mengeluh terus, tapi seriusan deh .
Okay, now i just wanna write about my problems.

Firstly, it's about him. Actually I'm not so comfortable with this topic, but i really wanna share it.
As you all know, he's no longer single. It hurts more than you or even myself ever thought, you know why? because i never know if i was too deep to fall for him. i never realize that. I thought he would be just like another crush of mine, if i cant get him i'll get over him soon enough, but in fact i cant hardly forget him. Even my friends said that i'm not that into him, he's just a crush for fun. Oh now how i wish that he really just a crush for fun, but now i'm pretty sure he's not. I like him more than i ever thought.

Second, it's about school. Oh my, now school is just like a hell! I didnt felt this in my first year, why do i now?
Maybe it's because i love my first year so much that it seems i cant live my school life in this second year. My previous class is where i belong. They are my family whether they know it or not. And also in this second year the lessons are getting harder, the teachers are more scary and serious in this second grade.

The third problem is, IGCSE result will be reported soon! ......................................................
Now i just wanna be invisible. I wanna run from the reality.
okay guys, wish me luck, please pray for the best results, and i wish you all the goods for you too.

i'm feeling exhausted and dead.
it's like my life does not belong to me anymore
i feel like a robot which my life controlled by someone who hates me
and that one wants me to suffer.

oh no, i know.
it's all my fault, i let myself overjoyed, so that i forgot how the pressure feels like.

Selasa, 07 Juli 2009

Great Vacation:) Broken Heart:(

My vacation was very very greeaaatt! Bali is a wonderland, a place where I can found my happiness : beach, sea, tourists, cutie thingies, etc. Ya Allah, I thank You the most! Thanks for letting me to visit your creation, it's so pretty wonderful. No wonder I adore You, You Are sucha great artist!

Great vacation and broken heart. What a perfect combination, Laughs and Tears. Happy and Sad, why are they so inseparable. I meant, why can't I just taste the happiness without any sadness?

Yes, my crush is not single anymore, he already got his love, and his love is not me, no wonder why. Somehow, I know it will happens, but I never thought it will happens when I just getting closer to him, or I thought I was.

I love vacation, so does I love him. I'll miss my vacation, so does I'll miss him. My vacation will over soon, can I over him?

Senin, 29 Juni 2009

Can't Wait

Vacation, huh? Uhm...well, this vacation my family have planed to go to BALI YEAAY! Haha I've been in Bali before ofcourse, but it already long time ago, and I miss Bali. Ya know, I always love beach and sea, even just to hear the sound of sea water on the beach already make me happy:). soo I just can't wait!

Jumat, 26 Juni 2009

1.00 AM


I always hate being awake and knowing how late it is. I really really wanna close my eyes right now but I hardly can't. Tomorrow I'll get my report and I really freaking out, cause I know I'm not so success this year with my academic stuffs and I do regret it. Now, I just hoping that I'll get my best result tomorrow, and I'll get SCIENCE CLASS , without placement test first. And I'm sure if I get it all, my parents will happy and proud of me, there's nothing more important for me than make my parents happy :)