Can't Wait

Vacation, huh? Uhm...well, this vacation my family have planed to go to BALI YEAAY! Haha I've been in Bali before ofcourse, but it already long time ago, and I miss Bali. Ya know, I always love beach and sea, even just to hear the sound of sea water on the beach already make me happy:). soo I just can't wait!

1.00 AM

I always hate being awake and knowing how late it is. I really really wanna close my eyes right now but I hardly can't. Tomorrow I'll get my report and I really freaking out, cause I know I'm not so success this year with my academic stuffs and I do regret it. Now, I just hoping that I'll get my best result tomorrow, and I'll get SCIENCE CLASS , without placement test first. And I'm sure if I get it all, my parents will happy and proud of me, there's nothing more important for me than make my parents happy :)

It Hurts But It May Be The Only Way

"Nothing Lasts Forever"

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

I Hate You Jerk!

I TOTALLY HATE YOU! AND I REGRET THAT I DID LOVE YOU, YOU WASTING MY TIME.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
because you already hurt me

Shit

hey you,

do you know if you already driving me insane

all day, I kept my eyes on my laptop screen

Waiting your name appears in my online contacts list on my messenger

Or waiting you to online on facebook

Searching for your any new activities on my facebook home or my notifications

Then I clicked on your name in my messenger contacts list and type nothing,

Wondering if you would say hi to me 

And all those things are useless and meaningless

Cause you never realize it

I never ever let my heart to be yours

But it's like my heart didn't care how much I say no

It stills running after you

And begging for your love, or even just your attention

I've said to myself over and over again to forget about you

But my heart stills can't get you out

It's like my heart doesn't belong to me anymore, but it's yours

And I hate it

Because I hate you 

Because you will never know if you're the one who hold my heart

You'll never know

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hey I'm not silly! But I am hardly take things seriously, everythings, in any conditions, it had to be something that makes me laugh. I think that's one of my problem

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HAHA get over from who?

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yes mom, I love you

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I just followed dillut taking some quizzes and I got these unexpected results!

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OW MY GOD I CAN ONLY WISH ALL OF THESE RESULTS MAY COMING TRUE IN MY REAL LIFE, IF THEY ARE I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER!

I cried when I posted this

Do you know how much I love ..







Our time together ..







Embarrassing, but we'll gonna miss it

Love is ..

"FRIENDS ARE LIKE WALLS SOMETIMES YOU LEAN ON THEM AND SOMETIMES ITS JUST ENOUGH TO KNOW THEY ARE THERE"

Now I've Said It