Dedicated For No One

Looking at your back is my daily routine that I'll never missed
Singing your song is the only time when my voice sounds better
Taking your picture is my favorite way to use camera
Writing you a letter is what I always do in late night
Thinking of you is my bedtime story
Praying for you is the only useful thing I could ever do for you
Loving you is the one thing that I won't regret
Being with you is the only thing I would dying for

Telling you about my feeling is the only truth I'll never dare to tell you, because
Losing you is the worst thing I could ever imagine

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okay, I don't know from where my inspiration come to me when I wrote this,
this poetry is for no one, I can't find one exactly name for me to dedicated this.

late night thought

MIDNIGHT HIGHWAY
Daphne Loves Derby

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away
And your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance
I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone

And so go past the lights and all the excuses
You could have left "sincerely yours"
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
Cause anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away
So you never realize, I'm here

I'm thinking of your vague reply
So I can understand
Why we put this at rest
Why we forget to
Say that we were leaving
And say that we were sorry
The past remains unspoken
As this vacant night is dying
But I still miss your summer perfume
This cold air brings in such a distance to us
Such a painful distance
And I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now
So I don't have to, hold on to this burning heart
This burning heart is getting old, getting old
And while I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized
I've finally realized that you were never meant for me

What do you think?

well, when everyone tell their definitions of love, I started to thinking about what does love means to me. And this is my thought of love:

LOVE IS NOT ALL ABOUT KNOWING, LOVING, HAVING SOMEONE

BUT IT IS ABOUT CARING, GIVING, WITHOUT HOPING ANYTHING IN REWARD.

Gosh

examinations make my life sucks, I hate it.

lalala

Thank you God, you put him into my life
I know he is not perfect like You
But, his presence is already perfect for me
He isn't handsome, or cool, or charming
He walks just like the way he loves to
He never try to be somebody, even I ever ask him to
He always listens to me
Even when I thought he didn't
He cares about me
Although he never showed it, I already knew it.
Sometimes he acted like a child
And at that time I knew he needed me
He also wants me to care about him
And I didn't mind, never mind

Sometimes I thought he was too good to be beside me
I never care about him as much as he cares about me
I don't know why I could be so unfair to him
And I don't have any idea why he never let me go

Well whatever that is, I love him.

Please

Okay, now I'm crying because of many things. Oh God, please let me get over it. Everything's just keep buzzing in my head. I want to cheer up. God, let my heart in peace. Why do I could be in this mess? Maybe I'm just overjoyed, so I'm not ready for suffering.

OMG, Jason Mraz is so cute.
-intermezzo-

Yelping for HELP!

I Just Wanna Say ..

I miss you